Sometimes I don't know what to do with myself. When I'm frustrated, I tend to take it out on the ppl that don't deserve it. Like today...I'm upset with my husband due to the fact he wanted to hang out with this guy named Malachy...who I totally dislike...and he knows that. This guy is ALWAYS on drugs of some kind, and I don't feel my husband needs to be around ppl like that. Expecually since my husband has an addictive personality. We have already had an issue with him doing oxy's. He over came that obstical and cleaned up his act. But this guy is the one that got him hooked on them in the first place, and Malachy always lies. So today Gary wanted to lay down and rest his leg and his back, cuz he is in a lot of pain. (the car door slammed into the back of his knee, and he has a fractured tail bone) So I had no problem with him resting, cuz he never does that...he is always helping me out, cuz im 36 weeks pregnant and can't do much cleaning and stuff like that. But anyways...when Malachy called him today, he jumped up and went to hang out with him...like it was nothing. I don't understand!!!!!!!! ugh it frustrates me that Gary wants to hang out with this guy. And let me tell you Malachy is always in and out of jail. Ok, and Gary has a family he needs to provide for and take care of and Malachy has two kids, but does nothing for them. The mommas have custody. It's so irritating that Malachy always seems to slip back into Garys life. I feel that Malachy tends to flawk to Gary cuz he is a ppl pleasure, and wants to make everyone happy. But sometimes he needs to think of himself and his family before hanging out with the wrong type of ppl. I love Gary so much and I dont want him to get influenced by the wrong ppl in his life. I want him to be here for his two boys, and not fall down the wrong path.
So anyways, when I'm upset I tend to get upset with anything and everything. For example, my son was making a lot of noise and I told him to be quite, and he continued to scream....so I gave him a spanken...and afterwards I felt really bad...and wanted to cry. I shouldn't be taking out my frustration out on my son, but on my husband. and not in a bad way, but to just communicate! I love them both, and dont want to hurt anyone.
UGH FRUSTRATED!!!
Saturday, April 2, 2011
Friday, April 1, 2011
My Life Story!
Hi My name is Krystal Jones. I live in Kent, WA with my husband, Gary Jones, and our son, Kali Blaine Jones. We are also expecting our 2nd boy, Bentley Robert Jones, due April 27th, 2011.
From the beginning...I was born, March 23rd, 1989. I lived with my mother, Tina Walker, for the first 2 yrs of my life until the state got involved in her life. She didn't have her life, and priorities straight, so the state took all 8 of her children. She would get her life on track for a while, just to get her kids back, then when she started doing good ppl came into her life again, and she would fall right back to what she was doing before. So her kids would be taken away again. I finally was taken away for good at 7 yrs old, and was put into this foster home that had an older son, who was studying to be a police officer. Me and my two older sisters, Jennifer and Amber lived there for a little while. One specific thing I remember from that house was that they had clog shoes and old dresses we would put on and dance. We loved the clog shoes. And most ppl don't know why I don't like tomatoes, well this is why. When living in that house they made tacos for dinner one night. They had cut up tomatoes, abd I've never had them before, and didn't know what they were. So I asked them what they were and they explained that they were tomatoes and I wanted to try them. So I put the tomatoes on my tacos. I took a bit out of the first taco and I didn't like the taste of the tomatoes so I spit it out. They didn't agree with my decission to spit the tomatoes out (I was wasting) so they made me eat all the tomatoes. While trying to eat the tomatoes I puked. They didn't like that either so I had to eat my puke and the tomatoes. It was discusting. Thats why I can't eat tomatoes. Don't get me wrong, I've tried since then to try to eat a tomatoe cuz they are so good for you, but I literally can't. lol
My sisters and I finally got taken out of that house, and was waiting at the DSHS office for our "new" families. My older sister, Jennifer, and I were sent to the same house, and my other sister Amber was sent to another home with our brother, Robert and sister Heather. Jennifer and I went to a home located in Kent...we were doing everything to try to get out of that house. Example, we decided to pee the bed so that they would send us back to our birth mom. lol...(didn't work) My sister, Jennifer, finally left this home, and I was left behind. So I lived in this home by myself for a little while, and then my little brother, Anthony, came. We both got adopted into this family November 9th, 2000. We were doing very well in this home. There are things about this family I honestly didn't like. (not going to mention now, very long story. lol) I couldn't be myself.
I moved out in beginning of 2008. I also met my husband, Gary, in 2008. How we met...lol
I was working at McDonalds as a crew member, and Gary was also working there as a crew trainer. (he always says he was my boss..lol) First let me mention Gary dated my UGLY sister, Amanda, also known as "The Slut". lol He only dated her for like a week, and dumped her. So, anyways...I was working one night and Gary came in to talk to his sister, Lindsay, and noticed me on the front counter. He stopped and started talking to me, like an idiot. haha (i've told him this before) The manager on duty, asked me to stock sauces, so I gathered all the sauces together, and headed to the back of the store. The nxt thing I know I see Gary coming back. I was thinking, what does this guy want...lol He had his phone in his hand, and was pretending to play on his phone, when he finally said "Can I get your number?" I said "sure" not thinking he was going to persue anything. I gave him my number and he walked away. I finished stocking they sauces, and my phone vibrates. I look at it and its a number I don't know. I open the txt message, and it said something along these lines "when you get off work you should come out back, this is Gary" I thought to myself...Omg he really txted me. lol I got off like 5 min later. I grabbed my stuff and headed out back. He was standing by his blue saturn holding his phone in his hand, pretending to do something important on it. lol I walked up to him, and started a conversation. He asked me if I had plans for tonight, and actually I had the house to myself, cuz my family had went on vacation, so I told him that and we made plans for him to come over later that night. He showed up at my house, and we hung out all night. The thing I liked the most was that he was at my house all night, and didn't once tried to get in my pants. We just talked, watched movies, listened to music, and smoked ciggeretts. lol He finally left my house at like 7am. We talked everyday since that. I ended up moving in with him, due to issues at the house I was staying at. It was about 3 months after officially dating that I got pregnant with our son, Kali. Before getting pregnant (remind you, total accident) we talked about getting married, but not extensive. And after finding out that we were pregnant, we made the decision to get married. We married, February 14th, 2009. I was a month shy of my 20th birthday, and Gary was 18 going to be 19 in June. We had our son August 6th, 2009. They joy of our lives!!!!
Now we are pregnant again with our 2nd son which we are naming, Bentley Robert Jones. He is due April 27th, 2011.
So thats my life... :)
From the beginning...I was born, March 23rd, 1989. I lived with my mother, Tina Walker, for the first 2 yrs of my life until the state got involved in her life. She didn't have her life, and priorities straight, so the state took all 8 of her children. She would get her life on track for a while, just to get her kids back, then when she started doing good ppl came into her life again, and she would fall right back to what she was doing before. So her kids would be taken away again. I finally was taken away for good at 7 yrs old, and was put into this foster home that had an older son, who was studying to be a police officer. Me and my two older sisters, Jennifer and Amber lived there for a little while. One specific thing I remember from that house was that they had clog shoes and old dresses we would put on and dance. We loved the clog shoes. And most ppl don't know why I don't like tomatoes, well this is why. When living in that house they made tacos for dinner one night. They had cut up tomatoes, abd I've never had them before, and didn't know what they were. So I asked them what they were and they explained that they were tomatoes and I wanted to try them. So I put the tomatoes on my tacos. I took a bit out of the first taco and I didn't like the taste of the tomatoes so I spit it out. They didn't agree with my decission to spit the tomatoes out (I was wasting) so they made me eat all the tomatoes. While trying to eat the tomatoes I puked. They didn't like that either so I had to eat my puke and the tomatoes. It was discusting. Thats why I can't eat tomatoes. Don't get me wrong, I've tried since then to try to eat a tomatoe cuz they are so good for you, but I literally can't. lol
My sisters and I finally got taken out of that house, and was waiting at the DSHS office for our "new" families. My older sister, Jennifer, and I were sent to the same house, and my other sister Amber was sent to another home with our brother, Robert and sister Heather. Jennifer and I went to a home located in Kent...we were doing everything to try to get out of that house. Example, we decided to pee the bed so that they would send us back to our birth mom. lol...(didn't work) My sister, Jennifer, finally left this home, and I was left behind. So I lived in this home by myself for a little while, and then my little brother, Anthony, came. We both got adopted into this family November 9th, 2000. We were doing very well in this home. There are things about this family I honestly didn't like. (not going to mention now, very long story. lol) I couldn't be myself.
I moved out in beginning of 2008. I also met my husband, Gary, in 2008. How we met...lol
I was working at McDonalds as a crew member, and Gary was also working there as a crew trainer. (he always says he was my boss..lol) First let me mention Gary dated my UGLY sister, Amanda, also known as "The Slut". lol He only dated her for like a week, and dumped her. So, anyways...I was working one night and Gary came in to talk to his sister, Lindsay, and noticed me on the front counter. He stopped and started talking to me, like an idiot. haha (i've told him this before) The manager on duty, asked me to stock sauces, so I gathered all the sauces together, and headed to the back of the store. The nxt thing I know I see Gary coming back. I was thinking, what does this guy want...lol He had his phone in his hand, and was pretending to play on his phone, when he finally said "Can I get your number?" I said "sure" not thinking he was going to persue anything. I gave him my number and he walked away. I finished stocking they sauces, and my phone vibrates. I look at it and its a number I don't know. I open the txt message, and it said something along these lines "when you get off work you should come out back, this is Gary" I thought to myself...Omg he really txted me. lol I got off like 5 min later. I grabbed my stuff and headed out back. He was standing by his blue saturn holding his phone in his hand, pretending to do something important on it. lol I walked up to him, and started a conversation. He asked me if I had plans for tonight, and actually I had the house to myself, cuz my family had went on vacation, so I told him that and we made plans for him to come over later that night. He showed up at my house, and we hung out all night. The thing I liked the most was that he was at my house all night, and didn't once tried to get in my pants. We just talked, watched movies, listened to music, and smoked ciggeretts. lol He finally left my house at like 7am. We talked everyday since that. I ended up moving in with him, due to issues at the house I was staying at. It was about 3 months after officially dating that I got pregnant with our son, Kali. Before getting pregnant (remind you, total accident) we talked about getting married, but not extensive. And after finding out that we were pregnant, we made the decision to get married. We married, February 14th, 2009. I was a month shy of my 20th birthday, and Gary was 18 going to be 19 in June. We had our son August 6th, 2009. They joy of our lives!!!!
Now we are pregnant again with our 2nd son which we are naming, Bentley Robert Jones. He is due April 27th, 2011.
So thats my life... :)
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